Been a while!

Hmmm. It's been a while. I sincerely don't even think I still know how to write.

I went through my previous writings and could tell, I wrote from a place of pain. I was relating my stories to my experiences.

I grew up feeling like I was never heard because I basically never was. However, growing up, I realised that it affected me. My way of thinking, my way of life, how I communicate with people and so on. When you meet me, I am like an open book. However, I just let out what I want you to see. I read a post on Smile which I  wrote years ago and I remember how depressed I was when I wrote it. Looking back now, I don't think I knew I was depressed.

I used to write until the people closest to me demeaned my writing skills without even going through what I wrote. Trust me, that hurt so much. I understood where they were coming from, however, you don't do that to someone who is struggling with low self-esteem which I was at the time and they both knew it. Their words ruined one of my outlets for my pain.

Now I look back, and I wonder, what could I have written through the years? Was it when I was suicidal 2 and a half times or was it when I was wondering what was wrong with me and why everyone I met gave me space? Or now that I mask my pain in my jokes, smiles and fun?

I fell in love with comedy, no one ever asks why. I fell in love with it because it makes me forget I ever had a worry to begin with. It clears my mind, and in some cases, brings out my creativity.

If I start writing all the pent-up emotions, I will not be done with it in the coming couple of years.

I might come back to writing again, who knows.

This is just my way of saying I might be back. Be it old stuff I wrote in the past or new stuff I write now, I MIGHT BE BACK.

Stay tuned!

God Bless!!!

So, I woke up one morning and saw #draggingGod trending on Twitter. I immediately burst into laughter. All I could think about was how the "atheists" have started again. As usual, trying to prove a pointless point again. The same "God is wicked, He is horrible, He doesn't even recognize your existence, How can He be watching while all these are happening?" we've been hearing for years. But, Oh Well!

Let me give you an insight as to why I decided to write this article

Cup of Water

This is dedicated to a friend that really pushed me to post since it's been a while. Here goes:

I watched a video some time ago

A video of a lecturer asking his students

How much does a cup of water weigh when you hold it?

And the students gave answers

Various measurements

The lecturer told them that they were all wrong

He made them realize that

A cup of water doesn’t have much weight when you hold it

The weight increases simultaneously at the time goes

Jer 1:14

How weird is it that sometimes you read the Bible

And it tells you the exact truth about what is happening

I was talking with someone

And she said

The Bible is too accurate

And I asked her why she said so

She said the main problems of every country

Always starts from the northern region

I laughed but then I thought about it

And it’s true

Most issues Nigeria has has come from the North

From the Chibok girls to the bombings and what not

All / most are from the north

And then she went further saying

Even the Bible said it

I laughed again and told her that she had started again

She asked me if I thought she was lying

And I blatantly told her yes

Then she thought a Bible and opened Jer 1:14

And behold

The Bible actually said it

Even when you read the whole context

It still has the same meaning

We laughed and forgot about it

And I realized one day

While listening to a message in church

Which stated that the truth is everlasting

There is no old or new generation truth

There is just a simple truth.

Slow Dance: A Touching Poem by a Teenager with Cancer

I read a poem a friend of mine sent to a group and I was very touched at how this lovely soul would soon be leaving this world.

This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer in a New York Hospital. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite a poem, please pass it on. It was sent by a medical doctor.

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Sex and Marriage

First of all, I want to say a very happy new month to you all. I hope you had a wonderful and splendid April? I know you did.

So, today we will be talking about a very important topic. This topic is very funny because many people fall into these issues that this topic addresses. It's as the topic says, sex and marriage. It is about how sex is extremely involved in marriage and how it makes or breaks your marriage. I actually got this from a cousin of mine. She sent this to me and I was so eager to share it with my readers.

Source: Faithlife Blog (blog.faithlife.com)

Sex is an important element in marriage and until there is sexual intercourse between a husband and a wife, the marriage is not yet spiritually recognized. This shows how important sex is in marriage. When you look at how aggressive men are towards sex you may think that what a man needs from a woman is sex. Of course, if he has not married you yet or he does not really intend to

Answers

Hey, Guys!

Been a while. So, I was about to sleep some time ago and I was trying to think but my mind was so blank and I was asking myself why. But I got no answers. Anyways, I wrote this little thing after trying so hard to think and nothing came up.

Read and Enjoy guys!

Smile

Today, we are going to be talking about smiles. Read and enjoy!

Source: Tumblr

It is not everyone who smiles that is happy

Some smile to cover up their pain

Some smile because they are happy

Love of God

The love of God they say is sufficient for all. Trust me, they didn't lie. Many people feel they are too dirty for God to take them back into His arms but no, I beg to differ. God doesn't just want you to come back because he wants someone to worship him, no. God wants you to come back to him because he

Life

This was sent to me by my mom and it touched me because this week, I've  been receiving a lot of things related to this message. So, here goes:

The easiest way to a miserable life is to think everybody is talking about you. Learn to ignore and overlook many things if you truly want happiness in life.

Never allow anyone to steal your joy from you.

Never worry about what people say behind you, it's none of your business as long as you are true to yourself.

Sometimes minding your own business does not keep people out of your business.